Saturday, May 14, 2011

Coincidence? (I doubt it)

I have, unfortunately, lived most of my life in the State of New Jersey, USA. That it was against my will from the outset is a mere shadow of offenses comapred to what happened after I was forced to stay here.

Trying to leave to get to my Embassy, I was physically assaulted and dragged back into the premises I was leaving from. A couple of years later, I escaped, but after hiding out for 5 days, trying to get to the next town over to  get a bus to New York, I was apprehended as a runaway and incarcerated over a weekend.

The next time, I was trying to get a late bus to the city when I was apprehended in a friend's car and incarcerated for five days.

The third time, I didn't even bother to leave. I phoned the police to come and get me. They put me in incarceration again, where I spent 5 months.

At none of these times, nor at the phony signatory of my so-called "Citizen of the United States of America", despite my having told them the truth of my identity, did anyone bother to follow up or see to it that I got home again. They still don't care. Letters to the State Department go unanswered, my Congressman can't get the answers I can from the Embassies though he has tried and been a man of like mind to me; going through the German Consulate General dead-ended when I found myself too sick to go to New York City or get my paperwork notarized. I had to get it out of the safe deposit box where it had been stolen from me and kept from 1959 until the death of the abductress in 2001. My step-dad being the innocent ("dupe") in all this, he handed over to me not only the keys to his safe deposit box but also full charge of his finances knowing he could trust me touse them for him and his care. So of course, I got the documents, but not yet notarized.

Unfortunately, we have a Republican Governor in New Jersey. Republicans think that they have been elected "dictator" and are not subject to the objections, input or will of the people. The first time I wrote to a Republican was to Gov. Christie Whitman, and despeite a nice response from her, it was followed up by an inquisition from the Social Security Administration Dept. of Disability services. Upon their receipt of my documents, I was ordered to appear in their offices. There they told me that the reason for upsetting my life was that Gov. Whitman wanted to offer me a job.

Well, I was flattered, of course, as my history of public service was quite extensive: A job offer from the Governor of Vermont which I could not accept because I had moved back to NJ and had no transportation money and instead of bus fare, I was given  a job as an outreach worker and then Program Specialist (Social Worker who also sees to the daily activities of a day center) for Senior Citizens. We got a lot accomplished. The people now have a Senior Citizens Apartment complex complete with beauty shop and florist and cafeteria, which was completed based on whatplans we submitted as needed. Then the funding dried up. I was offered the job again 3 months later, but had already taken a job in the public sector, Construction Engineering Dept. for S.M. Electric for BASF. Bsed on my performance, when the project was complete, BASF hired me at twice the pay. The next BASF project was to be in Rennsselear,NY. No money to move me. Too cold right by the river for my blood anyway.

My next job was at Princeton Plasma Physics Lab, a US Dept. of Energy Fusion Teste Reactor Experiment in conjunction with 7 other nations. Something went wrong with my shoulder and I could no longer do the 1 hour to work, 7 hours at work and 1 hour home, so had to resign. I was out for a few months and State of NJ wanted me to go on Disability then. I wasn't willing to give up yet. I got a job on the New Jersey Garden State Parkway bridge and Tollbooth Expansion Project. That nearing completion, they wanted to get rid of the on site offices and had no other contracts. I took a job against my morals and against my better judgment at Merck & Co. in Rahway, NJ. After two and one half years, the pollution began to cause me to have frequent problems with pus oozing from my eyes, even after I stopped wearing contact lenses. Continuing to work, I began to get poison-ivy like eruptions on my arms and oozing skin on my face. Then my hair started falling out in  clumps. Then I had trouble staying awake, was debilitated, coughing so badly I dislocated ribs. One of my physicians ordered me off the job. Even then for a time there were more emergency runs for epinephrine shots. And a prescription for the wrong drug, which did nothing for what was now asthma with a lung infection, but did cause bronchial spasms. In the course of the next year, after the 3rd emergency trip to a certain hospital, the administartor of the First Aid left strict instructions that this time I was not to be discharged until the problem was cleared up. She needn't have worried. I couldn't even get to the bathroom by myself. I was unconscious for the next three days. And of course I had a dislocated rib from all the coughing due to the infection which had now become deep seated due to lack of proper medical care. I needed I.V. antibiotics as well as prednisones and inhaled asthma drugs. On discharge, I had a small grocery sack of medicine I was afaraind to not carry with me.

While all that was going on, someone slammed into the rear of my car while I was lawfully yielding to traffic. I saw a flash of white, then pain, then grey, then what I thought was water on my head. It was blood.The impact split my forehead and damaged the left frontal lobe of mt brain. The fact that inertia reels don't engage in rear-end impacts destroyed my neck & spine, initially causing complete spinal failure, inability to move or sleep, dislocation of my jaw which produced non stop, massive headaches, in additon split open discs which now no longer exist in my spine. In addition to the dislocated rib from the coughing.

Of course, Merck denied culpability, claiming it was the car accident that disabled me; the car insurance company claimed limitation of liability claiming I was already disabled when the accident occurred.

So I have been in hell ever since. Mostly going hungry, no way to get out.

So last year late I wrote a letter to Chris Christie, the current Republican trying to "run" New Jersey. I got a genteel letter back from him, folowed by an inquisition from Social Security Administration about my disability. I responded, reminding them that they have all my medical records, as well as permissions to contact my doctors.

A few months later, I had a question about transportation for disabled people. It seems that unless one is on Medicaid, which I am not, you can just go ahead and drop dead, they're not going to take you to the doctor. This was a one-time request because my car was in the shop. Not only do I have to pay for my car's upkeep, repairs and gasoline, registration and insurance, I have to use it for any mdeical or personal needs (such as food & medicine) I might have. In addition, I have to pay a minimum 20% to 50% copay on my docotr visits, higher depending on hospital costs, and anywhere from a $2.50 to the sky's the limit copay for medicine. In addition to which, the decutible for Medicare in 2011 is $250. before it drops down to 20% or whatever they don't want to pay.

I got no response from Mr. Christie, but I did get a lengthy inqusition again from Social Security. That was less than two months ago. Yesterday I received more inquisitions from State of New Jersey Workforce Development demanding some extremely personal information including my toilet, bathing, eating, sleeping and social habits.

I cannot help but see this as another abuse of power and intentional harassment because I questioned the dictator.   The normal course for any jobs I have held was for someone to call me with an offer of employment and set up a preliminary phone interview and then an in person interview. But I guess Republican governors in New Jersey think the world works other than it does. I submitted no applications which would bring about a question of my fitness to perform. In fact, the only applications I did submit were for energy assistance and Food Stamps because I can't work.

And the only application other than of that nature will be for repatriation to my Homeland. Which is not the USA.

Down with Dictators! Up with the Constitution of the United States of America which has been and clearly is being violated by corruption and abuse of power.

I DID NOT PLACE MY NAME ON ANY BALLOT TO BE PLACED UNDER SUCH INVASIVE SCRUTINY. BUT THOSE WHO DO, AND THOSE WHO HAVE, AND THOSE WHO HOLD OFFICE, GO FOR 'EM, PRESS CORPS!

All I want is for them to stop the lies and deliver on their promises.And they don't. So they have to interrupt my life to announce they killed someone. Next time, please skip whatever channel I'm on. It was a questionable manhunt which would be of no long term effect anyway. No one person ever holds an organization together. And no person has to the right to abuse power or exceed his/her authority because there will always be a higher one. And they ask me if I have trouble with authority figures. Only the ones who are fake and pretend to authrity they do not have and those who abuse/misuse that authority due to personal problems. Like their egomania. Would their deaths mean anything to me? I don't know the people. Why would it?

And Mr. Obama was elected because USA did not want McCain/Pailin drilling for oil in the artic regions of Alaska. Now they want to drill in the North Pole? The poles and arctic regions belong to thw whole world. And seeing the mess they have made in the Pacific, the Bering Strait, the Gulf, the coast of Ghana and that any "American" enterprise ensconced in a foreign country constitutes "American interets" which they claim they have a right to "protect" by going to war with the hosting country, I must say NO DRILLING IN THE ARTIC!!!NEIN!NYET!NADA!NON!NO! (I used to be able to say NO! in 8 languages. Guess 5 should get the point across.