If you read my words, know this one thing: I am not American. Though I have been quagmired in the USA since the age of 8, I am German. Anything which is derived from this for the benefit of life on Earth is to be attributed to German thinking, not "American." I have been physically and financially entrapped here. I have not borne a child for them and I will not marry one of them. Yes, I'm lonely, but there are things which are far worse. I only have one wish:to die and be buried not in the US. If I manage to escape with my life and heart intact, then I will thank the Lord and my rescuers and find again the joy I lost, walled away in repressive amnesia for 2/3 of my 52 years here. The only way I have been able to tolerate it this long is by taking antidepressants daily for the past 30 years. But there comes a time when reality overcomes the drugs unless the drug overcomes ones life. I will not surrender to that. As far as I have compromised my true happiness, it is already too much. I choose not to torture myself over things I cannot change, but make no mistake in thinking that I have accepted it or embraced it. I merely tolerate it in a robotic state, doing what needed to survive here, in the USA where I have been for the most part of my life since.........
I was 8 years old, not allowed to go back home. I spoke little English, not enough to make them understand, these were not my parents, my place, my land. I did not know where I was. Just with people who I had no idea who they thought I was.
The economy always made sure that my every cent I earned went into other pockets, leaving me no means of escape. My best friend, my ally, my defender, was torn away from me, making certain neither he nor I could bond together again to effect our escape. We had tried while we were younger. I was incarcerated for it. And forbidden to speak with him. At the age of 46, for lack of proper medical care in California, his life was lost forever. But he is always alive in my dreams, my helper and my joy, and then I awake and the emptiness is too hard to take.
It was not long after i learned to speak some English that I was objecting to our abduction. The abductress said to me "You are lucky you are not in Russia. They listen to everything the people say."
My response then, as it remains today, after more than fifty years "Well at least somebody's paying attention. It doesn't matter what you say here. They don't listen aanyway."
And they still aren't listening. They're not listening to the Word of God, the word of Al Gore, the voice of the many, and doubtless they have listened to me. My definition of listen is not to hear with your ears, but for the brain to assimilate the information given and proceed based on logical transition. They don't listen.
This abomination is despicable:using food for fuel in car gas tanks so they have fuel for their war machine and plastics inductry.
The North and South Poles have a climate prohibitive to man, not just based on distance from the sun, but from sense that man should no be able to go and tamper with them.
If they go and drill, they will create heat and melt the understructure of the ice which will collapse. It will melt. It will change the mass density of the pole itself, causing a disruption in the rotattion of the world due to a change in the density of one of it's stabilizing configuration. Any child who has ever spun a dredle knows this.
Yet they have proceeded as though the laws of physics don't exist wherein they are concerened. They think they are exempt not only from the laws of man and countries, but from the laws of existence itself.
They pump the blood of the Earth from inside her. They bomb ships on the water which casue shock waves causing animals to strand themselves. Over and over again. They think their oil rigs in the ocean did not cause a collapse in the continental shelves trigerring tsunamis & earthquakes? They choose not to see, or if they see, choose to delude themselves, and instruct their scientists to do the same.
Yet they want me to "respect their authority". I have never been able to respect lies, ignorance and persecution. They are guilty of all of them. Being raised in post-Nazi Germany, we were cautioned to keep a firm watch on the governments so such a thing would never happen again.
But it is happening asgain. The USA is no longer in control of it's people. It is controlled by dollars and fame.
But the biggest difference between me and them is the power & glory they feel in causing death. I feel my most powerless when I am unable to prevent it. There is nothing to be gained by nothingness, excepting those times when the only peace which can be achieved is when they finally cease to exist.
If that's the way that God sees it, what choice is does God have? I pray the innocent do not suffer and the evil ones be removed from among us, and the anti-Christs workings among us not be long tolerated. He has been rigging his Kingdom for the past 7 years and his antecessor now proceeds with his schemes. It is all to clear.
Prinzessin Hohenzoller
I am German.
I was 8 years old, not allowed to go back home. I spoke little English, not enough to make them understand, these were not my parents, my place, my land. I did not know where I was. Just with people who I had no idea who they thought I was.
The economy always made sure that my every cent I earned went into other pockets, leaving me no means of escape. My best friend, my ally, my defender, was torn away from me, making certain neither he nor I could bond together again to effect our escape. We had tried while we were younger. I was incarcerated for it. And forbidden to speak with him. At the age of 46, for lack of proper medical care in California, his life was lost forever. But he is always alive in my dreams, my helper and my joy, and then I awake and the emptiness is too hard to take.
It was not long after i learned to speak some English that I was objecting to our abduction. The abductress said to me "You are lucky you are not in Russia. They listen to everything the people say."
My response then, as it remains today, after more than fifty years "Well at least somebody's paying attention. It doesn't matter what you say here. They don't listen aanyway."
And they still aren't listening. They're not listening to the Word of God, the word of Al Gore, the voice of the many, and doubtless they have listened to me. My definition of listen is not to hear with your ears, but for the brain to assimilate the information given and proceed based on logical transition. They don't listen.
This abomination is despicable:using food for fuel in car gas tanks so they have fuel for their war machine and plastics inductry.
The North and South Poles have a climate prohibitive to man, not just based on distance from the sun, but from sense that man should no be able to go and tamper with them.
If they go and drill, they will create heat and melt the understructure of the ice which will collapse. It will melt. It will change the mass density of the pole itself, causing a disruption in the rotattion of the world due to a change in the density of one of it's stabilizing configuration. Any child who has ever spun a dredle knows this.
Yet they have proceeded as though the laws of physics don't exist wherein they are concerened. They think they are exempt not only from the laws of man and countries, but from the laws of existence itself.
They pump the blood of the Earth from inside her. They bomb ships on the water which casue shock waves causing animals to strand themselves. Over and over again. They think their oil rigs in the ocean did not cause a collapse in the continental shelves trigerring tsunamis & earthquakes? They choose not to see, or if they see, choose to delude themselves, and instruct their scientists to do the same.
Yet they want me to "respect their authority". I have never been able to respect lies, ignorance and persecution. They are guilty of all of them. Being raised in post-Nazi Germany, we were cautioned to keep a firm watch on the governments so such a thing would never happen again.
But it is happening asgain. The USA is no longer in control of it's people. It is controlled by dollars and fame.
But the biggest difference between me and them is the power & glory they feel in causing death. I feel my most powerless when I am unable to prevent it. There is nothing to be gained by nothingness, excepting those times when the only peace which can be achieved is when they finally cease to exist.
If that's the way that God sees it, what choice is does God have? I pray the innocent do not suffer and the evil ones be removed from among us, and the anti-Christs workings among us not be long tolerated. He has been rigging his Kingdom for the past 7 years and his antecessor now proceeds with his schemes. It is all to clear.
Prinzessin Hohenzoller
I am German.
